You ever have one of those days where nothing seems to go right? Mine was this evening, where all hell broke loose at work, and we were all making one bad move after another. Couple that with the fact that this entire month hasn’t be spectacular – got accused of doing something I didn’t, Christmas is approaching and all that makes me think of is family and my lack thereof, personal life is kinda stalled out.. bah!
As with most things, it’s not one big problem that saps your strength, it’s all the little problems that just add up – the papercuts, so to speak. Now, I’m a firm believer that the universe strives towards balance. Whenever things are bad, good things happen to balance them out, and vice versa. So I’m hoping that the something good comes along. I could really use something that just lifts my spirits and makes me forget about all the little things. I haven’t lost my smile just yet, but even those closest to me have seen it faltering. And trust me, I’m not the wallow in self pity type – I’m actively doing things to keep my mind off of it all.
I guess what I really want for Christmas, more than anything money could buy, is to be reminded that there’s still magic out there – that special something that you can’t plan for, can’t explain, and it just blows you away. I want an adventure that shakes the very foundations of my world and makes me believe in love and hope and all that is right and good in the world.
Until then, I’ll just keep a little faith.
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